Here I am, 2 days away from my hubby's graduation ( yayayayayay!). This whole year has been a whirl wind and won't settle down for a while. Just last year this time we were moving into our apartment and getting him ready to start this journey into college and now he is done!!! I am so proud of him and can't wait to see what job God puts him in! I am so excited to have him back because I have missed my teddy bear hugs everyday :(
This week is going to be a whirl wind even more with Frank graduating, me starting back to school, them going camping ( possibly me too if I can) and getting Frank moved in and Baileigh in her own room! ( yikes!)
I am trying to just stay calm ( keep on swimming keep on swimming keep on swimming). I am excited yet overwhelmed ( like I easily do). I couldn't be happier but I do look at all the time that has flown by and can't believe it has gone by so fast! I want to take it all in... I can't believe my baby girl is almost half a year old already and I think I will cry when Sept. 9th rolls around ( WHIMP I know) but I know that's life and these 5 months have been amazing and I have spent much time cuddling, kissing and loving on this little cherub God gave me because I know sooner than I want I will have a terrible 2 year old that I will have to learn to adjust to and love ( even the temper tantrums).
I am so excited to start school again even though it came up very very fast and I still need to figure out how the online program works ( probably this weekend :[] ) but I am excited to start back. It will be a whole new level of stress and more adjustment but eventually we will settle into a routine ( I hope)
Well there is my brain vomit for now! hope you have a lovely evening!
So I am starting this just to get thoughts out but people don't have to see it! They have to actually want to read what I am writing to see my thoughts!
The past year has been amazing and crazy all in one! I hardly have time to catch my breath. Everything is changing so fast, but for the better! God knows what he is doing, I just have to let go and go with the flow! I got married, pregnant, had to move away from my husband for a few months to have our baby girl, I get him back in less than a month! I get to start back in to school while being a mommy!
Which, being a mother is such a different and wondrous feeling! I am overwhelmed with love for her! She shines those gorgeous, pure, deep blue eyes at me and that huge dimply smile at me every day and nothing else matters! Being a mother is very tough especially when I only get to see Frank every other week, but it is soo rewarding! The hardest thing is finding time for me that I don't need to be cleaning something or trying to nap with her. But the precious moments when she falls asleep in my arms, or reaches up to touch my face is so deeply beautiful and precious that nothing else matters because this tiny, reliant human needs me, loves me unconditionally, and I am her comforter!
God has blessed me in this last year with an amazing husband, beautiful healthy daughter, closer close friends, and the ability to make the best of any situation He puts me!
I look forward to every milestone and day with Baileigh, my growing love for Frank and what ever "curve ball" God wants to throw at me!
