So I am starting this just to get thoughts out but people don't have to see it! They have to actually want to read what I am writing to see my thoughts!
The past year has been amazing and crazy all in one! I hardly have time to catch my breath. Everything is changing so fast, but for the better! God knows what he is doing, I just have to let go and go with the flow! I got married, pregnant, had to move away from my husband for a few months to have our baby girl, I get him back in less than a month! I get to start back in to school while being a mommy!
Which, being a mother is such a different and wondrous feeling! I am overwhelmed with love for her! She shines those gorgeous, pure, deep blue eyes at me and that huge dimply smile at me every day and nothing else matters! Being a mother is very tough especially when I only get to see Frank every other week, but it is soo rewarding! The hardest thing is finding time for me that I don't need to be cleaning something or trying to nap with her. But the precious moments when she falls asleep in my arms, or reaches up to touch my face is so deeply beautiful and precious that nothing else matters because this tiny, reliant human needs me, loves me unconditionally, and I am her comforter!
God has blessed me in this last year with an amazing husband, beautiful healthy daughter, closer close friends, and the ability to make the best of any situation He puts me!
I look forward to every milestone and day with Baileigh, my growing love for Frank and what ever "curve ball" God wants to throw at me!
